I am so glad your name is not Neil. I like Neal much better. I used to wish that was my name when i Was a kid. I always wanted a verb as a name (like genuflect) just so when people used it in a sentence I would not feel so alone.
I feel alone sometimes, especially during this time of year when THIS feeling slowly creeps back up like “shit it’s this time of year again feeling.” i know you understand neal. you always do. you make me want to pick up my computer and blog again… ABOUT EVERYTHING.
right now i am in group therapy AND i am LOVING IT. i don’t feel so alone. i think jake and i were separated at birth or at least we are sequels to the same unassuming, straight to DVD movie. the only difference between me and jake is that he has a clam shell phone and my is touch screen. i do believe i am overpaying and down-playing EVERYTHING. that is major.
i saw juliette lewis on the free directv channel “singing” and i was judging her BIG TIME, but also giving her props for GETTING UP THERE and borrowing brandon flower’s ostrich feather coat. i couldn’t help but notice not a single head bobbing in the audience except for martha plimpton. i don’t want to judge, neal. or do i? i wish YOU would tell me.
tonight i was so mad. just call me gen.
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